For a little backstory, I am an incredibly awkward person. I have several diagnosed mental health issues which I am working on in therapy, but no matter how friendly and open I am I never seem to attract people.
I had to chase my last OH (the depressed fiance who split up with me over FB), and in fact, after I hit 24 it always seemed to be me doing the chasing (didn't help that I became disabled at this time, although I've recovered a lot of mobility since). I'm about to hit my 30th and I know it's probably ridiculous, but I'm wondering if I'll ever find someone.
I know that not being able to walk like most people doesn't help, and neither does having a mental illness, I guess I'm resigning myself to being alone forever because of those things (the alternative being that I'm fundamentally unlovable) and it makes me die inside.
Sorry for the shelf-pity (see what I did there), but I've just been rejected again and wondering if I can cope with a lifetime of being alone.