I met someone. We've been seeing each other for a few months now. We're only a year apart in age. When we're together we have a lovely time. He ticks almost every box for me, well mannered, well educated, well travelled, stylish & good looking, good job, great sex & no previous marriage or kids. I on the other hand have baggage, I'm divorced with two late teens. I know this is a problem for him. He was talking about a friend of his recently, who had married a divorced woman who had 3 kids & he mentioned how disappointed the mans family were & how a divorced woman with kids is 'double the cost & only half the fun'. 
Is 'LTB' my only option? I am quite sure inbetween seeing me he is still dating other women in the hope that someone better will come along. We met online & I think it's too hard for him to stop looking. Men his age (40s) ideally want someone younger & preferably never married & no kids. He is a fantastic catch, the woman who bags him will be very lucky. I'm sad because I don't think it's going to be me I've dated lots of men since I got divorced & he stands head & shoulders above the others, all the others were idiots one way & another. I just want to settle down & be happy. I keep myself looking nice, very nice, but nothing is going to erase stretchmarks & make me look like a 30yo again... I feel so sad.