i will apologise in advance because this will be a long one!!
I am so confused about my relationship that i am just sending myself crazy trying to work it all out. I met my DP at uni (4 years ago) and we did kind of rush into everything very quickly, and although everything wasnt perfect i loved him so much, he told me he loved me, and i thought we were happy, then last november he said we needed a break and i had to move out. i had to move back with my parents the other side of the country, lost my friends, my flat, my job(although i transfered my job it wasnt the same) and basically i took it very ver very badly. i was completely heart broken and could barely function (not like the usual me AT ALL) I was perscibed anti deressants (although never took any), but still EVERY single day we talked, he said he stilled loved me but needed space, time blah blah blah. I turned more and more into a COMPLETE mess, so much so that i dont even recognise myself how i was back then. Gradually however i got over him, i didnt need him anymore and i had made plenty of new admirers!! Then it turned tables that it was him calling me, and me saying i was to busy to talk, and i even started to see someone else. Well that flipped it, the next weekend he travelled across the country to say he wanted me back. that was back in july.
Now things are going ok, but i cant get him to tell me ANYTHING about how he feels, all he can say is that he loves me, but cant say if we have a future, or if he thinks we should be together. I am so confused, and i know i am going to turn back into the crazy needy, clingy women that i was what drove him away in the first place, but the less he tells me, the more i want to know. We dont see each other very often at the moment, because i am a live in Nanny and live about 6 hours away, so we only see each other about once a month.
Help. i need some straight talking sense. Do i just wait for him, or get over him again.