We were together for 6 months, split up a few months ago, he was the one who ended it saying it didn't feel right. I was a bit sad about the whole thing, but not too heartbroken, I'd been having doubts myself. We said we'd stay friends, but I didn't really expect it to happen. But then he texted, and we've been in contact most days since, met up as friends, he got me some lovely thoughtful birthday presents... And I recently started thinking, we get on so well now, see each other so much, neither of us are seeing anyone else, maybe actually we should give it another go.
So we saw each other at a mutual friend's party. Had way too much to drink, ended up sleeping together. The next day he was just acting as if nothing had happened. So I told him how I felt. He seemed surprised, he said his feelings hadn't changed, we were just friends, last night was just a drunken mistake.
I just feel a bit shit. And stupid.