Bear with me here I have just registered cause I just needed somewhere to vent. In the process of separating still in house together and I have tried to hold it together as much as possible but struggling right now. Alcohol has played a large part of my husbands life and a major reason for separating along with his depression and anger issues, and while I do the usual family/ house/ kids he goes drinking again. I'm sat here now fuming and so sad cause the only time he has anytime for kids is after a drink I really wish he would just move out. I Have tried to leave emotion out of things and have done for most of the time but I just feel like Ive been pushed to my limit. I've always worked sorted house kids while he has been unemployed for most ( not all the time). The house is up for sale and I'm not sure I want to sell cause I can afford mortgage and everything without him and its not like I don't want him to see the kids cause that's not fair on the them but oh I don't know what I'm looking for I'm just so upset right now????