Hi, any tips or advice would be appreciated. I been seeing a guy since march - we met online and have been on lots of dates. It was all going great until I messed it up!
My past relationships haven't been great... To cut a long story short we slept together and I missed a pill! Major panic so went and got morning after pill but still was so stressed. In my past a guy I was with after we broke up forced me to have sex and I has the same worry as then. I think it dragged up so many painful memories...
I basically just panicked and was so scared. I was a idiot I didn't tell him any of this just pushed him away... We argued via text - more me then him he was so nice! We spoke a little but he just wasn't the same said he feels " guarded" due to the arguement - told me it's linked to his past as there was lots of arguing growing up. He was really distant didn't reply to texts, no affection kisses etc it made me so stressed and upset.
It all escalated at the weekend and we agreed to have space. Since then I've told him my reasons for acting like this which was a big deal for me as no one really knows.... He sent a lovely reply saying it makes more sense now and I should have been honest. I felt a mess and said I think we both needs space until Friday .... And that maybe time would help to which he said maybe. I said we could go for a date Friday and he said he's free Friday sat or sunday.... That's last I heard.
I've head nothing from him and miss him like mad. I'm waiting till Friday and will message him but I have no clue how to act what to say or what he means by guarded!
Hope this makes sense and someone can offer advice thankyou xxxx