Hi, this is my first post so please bear with me. I just really need some support and a slap advice before I drive myself a bit crazy.
Long story short ish 6 months ago I discovered my husband of two months (together 10 years) had been using Web Cam chat sites and an app called kik where he had been chatting showing his dick to loads of random women for over a year. He'd also been gambling a lot secretly. I went mad, got extremely upset batshit crazy and made my feelings extremely clear. Whether he saw it as cheating or not, it was still unacceptable to me for my husband to be having sexual, intimate chats and sending pictures to a woman that was not me! Anyway, I said I'd give him a chance and after a rough couple of months of me trying to move past it things started to get back to normal. He seemed remorseful and was trying to make things up to me.
Well, he's gone and done it again. I'm so fucking angry that after everything he's just betrayed me yet again. He's obviously got no respect for me. He thinks that it's not cheating. Whatever. He knows it's hurtful to me yet he still does it!
I think I've had enough. But I love him, and I don't want our family to split up. So tell me, please, what do I do? I have to leave him, don't I? He's never going to change. I shouldn't feel heartbroken when he obviously couldn't give a shit as long as he's getting his jollies.
This is shit. 