I'm such a fucking cow at the moment

[BlackeyedPetitsPois]

And I hate myself.

I'm 42 and currently 11 weeks pregnant with 2nd dc. DD is 3.5 yrs.

Hormones all over the place, worried about pregnancy as had MMC last year. I feel bloody wretched with nausea, vomiting and tiredness and I'm just barking and shouting at my DD for the tiniest reason. I really hate myself and it's made worse when she looks at me and says "Mummy why do you shout at me all the time?" I just cried. (She is being particularly argumentative at the moment in my feeble defence).

I'm being a cow to my DH as well. I'm surprised he's not walked out by now.

Tell me it'll get better and my family won't up and leave me?!

I was an utter cunt to everybody throughout my last pregnancy. It wears off.

I'm forbidden by all my loved ones to ever get pregnant again (3 dc) because I was moany, irritable and needy. Yet still they love me.

Chin up, only another 6 months to go and you'll be back to normal.

Thanks Lady it's shite that something so lovely can turn me into such a twat.

This is the time you should be making the most of your existing child. When the new one comes she is going to be pushed out bad enough now you're treating her badly. Try to put your needs after that of your child.

Well, that sounds helpful, Flabulous

Early pregnancy absolutely sucks. I'm sure that is what someone invented CBeebies for.

Oh there's always one.

Hey, OP, you are only a week off your 'glowing' trimester. Try not to punch anyone when they remind you the middle months are when you are supposed to be shiny haired and smooth skinned and serene.

virtual

I'm 39+6 and I have been the biggest bitch ever to my DS, DH and my poor mum

We had multiple losses, and I've been so frightened this whole pregnancy. It's no excuse but I just feel like I'm so tightly wound that the smallest things make me snap.

Your DD won't remember this, I promise, and hopefully your hormones will settled down, Oooh in around 30 weeks

Sending and

Thanks all I've calmed down (sort of!)

Was worried earlier as even the bastard cat was going to get it!

Tomorrow is another day (to be an evil cow) !!
to you all. Thank you for the and and the virtual

Have you said to your DH you know you've been a bitch and apologised?

Err..yes I have Joysmum. Many times.

Congratulations on your pregnancy. The good news is that you do get some extra bitch allowance for now. Hopefully your DH will spot the signs and step in with dd.

Can I just suggest one thing? Stop arguing with a 3 year old. Do some useful deep breathing and left her waft over you. Then reconnect. There is no worse or wearying cycle than, parent vs small child. Deep breath, change the subject and move swiftly on. Oh, and CBeebies.

Good advice Matilda thank you

And breathe.....