Hi,
I posted a while back about how I had a bad relationship and i was doing a lot of drugs. You guys all told me to go to the doctor. Well, I kind of went private because my brother paid and i am getting a lot of help and ppl at college are really encouraging me. At work tho there is one guy who really doesn't like that I don't do drugs. He is my boss but not if u see what I mean. He shouts a lot at me and said that I had to give him head and i did before. (but I don't remember?) I did it a couple of times because he said he would tell everyone I am a junkie and he was hurting me a bit but not like punching me like my ex husband. He said it was better when I was on ecstasy. He said that he will give me a few hundred and i could get some new clothes and he gave me money before--but i totally don't remember that!! And that I need to pay him back. I am being strong because i am not doing drugs but I don't want to touch him. He is like over 50 and really horrible and i really don't remember that we were friends.
I really need my job though. It was my first from the refuge and i don't know how to do anything else.
I have 478 saved. Shall I just give it to him and then should buy me some time to think. Thanks x