So I'm 9 days in to a horrible breakup with him cheating on me and where my oh has now turned into someone I don't know. I posted a looooong post last week. I've made the decision to buy him out and he is dragging his heels so I have got more legal advice as to how I can get it moving. I went home on Friday to do 2 more valuations as the oh had requested and when I showed them 'his' bedroom I'd got a feeling something was wrong after they left pulled back the covers and there were woman's hairs all over the bed. The one thing he promised me he wouldn't do is bring her to my home.
I phoned him up and accused him of it and he made out I was mad and unreasonable and hung up on me. I text him saying I can't believe how low he'd sunk and I got a response back basically saying he deleted the message without reading it and he doesn't give a fuck about my opinion etc. I was in bits.
I am now compulsively checking his facebook as he still has me and him as a profile picture and us as in a relationship (despite the fact I removed him from mine) I've also found out that he has joined Twitter (which was always a waste of time in his eyes) and so has his ow. So I've been checking that and the ow's husbands Twitter.
It's like I can't help myself. Any tips on what I can do to make myself stop and stop caring about him. I'm now having dreams about him and me getting back together which isn't something I really want in my heart of hearts.
I wish I could get angry but I'm just sad.