Have booked an appointment for hypnotherapy next Tuesday. Im a massive worrier, not a day passes when I dont worry. I can take the slightest thing & blow it up into something huge. Years ago I cheated on my partner (no sex involved) anyway I chose to stop speaking to the other person, two years later I told my partner the truth as it killed me to keep a secret from him. Since then he has forgiven me & been amazing, however im still besting myself up about it. Im fine in everyday life plodding along ( i may get the odd thought about it but keep myself busy) Last week he offered to take me away, the guilt and axiety came rushing back & we didnt end up going. ( I told him the truth whilst away on holiday, worst timing ever) I always find out when im out of my 'comfort zone' the guilt and anxiety is awful. We have bren together 9 years & Ive soent the last 3-4 of them in this state.