I have just returned from a family holiday with dp ds dd we had a wonderful first 3 days then things turned sour my dp hit a man on our balcony he had only arrived at the resort 5hrs earlier and our new "neighbour".They had both consumed a lot of alcohol and my dp snapped for no apparent reason they both made up the next day but i was left with glass in my foot and a very bad bruise on my back as i tryed to prevent it getting out of hand.To cut a long story short i started getting quite a lot of attention from one of the entertainers which was very flattering but then i took things further when dp took children back to apartment while i finished my drink i went back to this mans home we did not have sex but we kissed i also had the camera and took some snaps of him (fully clothed)so last night dp got camera out to put pics on my laptop(i had deleted the pics of this man)and found the pics i deleted of this man dp asked about them and i told him the truth i feel disgusted with myself for going to this mans place in the first place anything could of happend but i also feel terrible for betraying my dp.Dp has put it down to "getting my own back" and is carrying on like nothing has happend i also gave this man my mobile number and he has been texting me i have asked him to stop but hes not i feel disgusted with myself and feel i have to end our relationship as i have betrayed him i cant live with this guilt sorry its long needed to talk to someone