Very difficult marriage, was together for 20 years and thought it was the real deal.....stupid me. I minimised, ignored all the red flags etc. 3 dcs, there was years of debt, bereavement( my mum)......drinking (his) and finally toxic and abusive. He left for ow. He also had a diagnosed mh,. 2 years later, he is down on his uppers and I've been helping etc....I know...scales have finally fallen...not before time. But lack of any financial support and Ive just been given an eviction order!! Council say I'm intentionally homeless....desperately trying to get more work, but just signed off with depression. My daughter suffer anxiety and with cahms. Wtf have I done. He was so manipulative...and feel for the suicide attempts and patheticness. ...sorry long thanks if you got this far.