And it makes me feel so sad.
After six months I was falling inlove with him. A couple of things happened and it made me feel insecure so I told him how I was feeling and I just wanted some reassurance.
It basically started a conversation about the "relationship" and I don't think he's in the same as me at all.
He managed to also completely turn the argument round on me.
On top of that I've been worried that he doesn't want sex very much.
So I know what I've got to do but I feel so sad. I know I'm going to be a mess for weeks, how do I avoid that?