Underconfident mother, nature effecting child

[gg1234]

Hi all
I am feeling quite depressed these days .whenever I go out of my house I feel so underconfident that I doubt that I am okiesh dressed or not . I doubt when people would come to my house it's clean or not . This sort of behaviour is mainly due the fact that My hubby constantly nags at what ever I do and makes me feel very under self esteem .
Now it effects my child . I run away from people from parties from gatherings. My frds ask me out and I refuse .
What shoukd I do ? shoukd I talk to my Gp

I have frds which I talj to but I feel so shy to invite them at home .
I feel they would judge me .it makes me feel sick now .
What would you do instead

What you're describing is emotional abuse or psychological bullying and it is very damaging indeed. Please make a note of the Womens Aid number 0808 2000 247 because I think you'd benefit from giving them a call.

I think you should talk to your GP. You sound anxious, depressed and increasingly isolated. However, there is only so much a doctor can do for you medically. If you're spending 24 hours a day with someone who is picking holes in everything you do then your confidence is bound to suffer eventually. If he wasn't there any more, I'm sure you'd have plenty of self-esteem.

Please invite your friends round. I'm sure your home is lovely.