I'm 27 and he is 33 ,he is my best friends brother ..nothing sexual has happened between us just a kiss years ago.
We've been texting for years now on and off ,my friend found out we were speaking and went crazy saying I'm her friend and he needs to keep away .
He broke up with his girlfriend as things weren't working then she tells him she decided to stop taking her birth control and she was pregnant ..he got back together with her .
I have feelings for him and I know nothing can happen ..I don't know if he has for me .
We talk a lot ..Saturday he text asking if I wanted to share a Chinese and few drinks even as friends ,I said no as I didn't think it was right and didn't want anything to happen between us .
He told me if I had a boyfriend he would be so jealous ..tells me he can't stop thinking of me and knows he shouldn't be .
He keeps saying why are things so complicated and awkward ..he said you must know how bad I want you ..thing is to be fair I wouldn't want you as a bit on the side Louise .
I have no idea what he means by that how could it ever be more than that .
Then he texts saying friendly massage and a wink face .
He text yesterday saying I deserve to have a nice bloke and he text me happy valentines day few weeks back .
I don't get him ..is it all sexual or is there feelings there ..is he confused ? It's been going on ages now ..my friend would go crazy ..and he's having a baby now ..it's all a mess .
I'm not a bad person I know we probably shouldn't be speaking ..
Any advice or anything