Recently met a very nice and so far, thoroughly decent man, this will be the first in a good period of time (+2 years) from leaving abusive relationship.
He's making all the right sounds but I'm struggling slightly with the uncertainty of us- we love 400 miles apart and he works all over the world as a pilot.
I feel I'm being slightly neurotic about it and pre empting things that may not happen. The lack of certainty going forward because of his work committments is really digging up my insecurities.
Being with him and seeing how tactile, kind and caring one can be has reminded me how much I'm ready for that again. I'm just scared going forward and trying to not obsess, think about him a lot (I am, he's special)
How do I manage this?! Am I right to be nervous early on and to consider running before it gets too deep, or do I go with the flow and try and control my insecurity ?