I have two friends I have been friends with for years, one of them has been a friend for nearly 30 years.
Friend B I have known for over a decade and I havent been as close for a year since she she accused me of, well it was practically theft, she also started a long distance relationship which has recently ended, so she kinda withdrew.
Friend A is my oldest friend and godmother to my DD. I supported her through her break up with her boyfriend of 10 years, last June.
For the past few months, I've felt increasing left out of things. Going out for dinner and such. I've probably spent time with both of them about 5 times in this time. Friend A pops over occasionally and we have been out a handful of times. I havent spent any time with Friend B without Friend A for the past few months.
In this time they have been out and done several things. More recently since Friend B's LDR break up. Today I think they've been out again to London. It may sound stupid, but it feels like another snub. I dont expect to be invited to everything they do, but I just feel pushed out.
My life isnt going so great either, I feel depressed but I feel I cant talk about it because everyone's depressed. I feel like I'm existing.
In 12 weeks, I'm meant to be going on holiday with them and DD. I really dont feel like going, but I cant tell them that because then they'll get shitty with me. If Friend B feels left out, Friend A will suggest inviting her and I feel I cant say no. I've tried cooling it with Friend B but Friend A wont let me.
I just feel shit.