I loved the man who is my husband from afar for eve years before we actually got together. We married two years ago and now have our little son. However, he lost interest in the physical side of our relationship a long time ago, and any activity seems like a huge effort for him. He finds excuses for why we don't have sex. We barely had sex at all when I was pregnant (and I mean, maybe twice), and haven't since then. I used to try to innate, but I cannot deal with the rejection. To all extents and purposes, our marriage is dead. It feels like we are more like housemates than anything else (to maybe I promoted myself there; perhaps I am the cleaner). I find myself hoping that one day someone will take an interest in me and I might find solace through an affair, but I feel so invisible and unattractive, I doubt even that will happen. Has anyone been through this? I feel like a freak and feel so depressed.