I posted last week about my 'd'h waking me as he tried to put his manhood in my mouth whilst I was asleep. I was ill & drunk but woke suddenly to find him doing this to me. We only recently got married.
Since this happened I have asked him why he did this & he has no explanation and says he is embarrassed and has never done this before.
He has been on the couch since & I cannot let him near me. I'm so disheartened & disgusted at him. He has assured me this will never happen again but I just can't get it out if my head.
I already have one failed marriage behind me (pre DC) and everyone would judge me for another failed marriage as 'd'h is such a 'nice' guy. I don't want to break up the family or confuse my DC but I just dont feel love for him anymore after this.
Can you get over something like this? I do believe that it was an error on judgement on his part but I can't forget what he did to me.