It's now been 2 and a half years since I split with my STBXH, it was absolutely horrendous and It has taken me till now to dip my toe back into the dating game.
Think cheating when pregnant, patched things up then a year later it started to happen again but I left before their relationship got physical. I'm in my early thirties and we were together For 13 years. I realised afterwards that he was very emotional abusive, when I left I felt like I've been sucked dry in eveything and couldn't remember the last time I felt happy.
Atm with dating it's very early days,been speaking and texting. We are going to be meeting very soon. I know I'm overthinking IT all but I'm trying to look at the bigger picture. I'm very well over my ex, it's the scars from the heartbreak that get to me. I never want to ever feel like that ever again.
I want to share my life with someone, it be lovely to have someone there for me to enjoy life.
Sorry for such a windgey post, I would love to hear any words of wisdom and getting back into it all storys.