One week on since the six inch layer of icing plonked on top of the cake, I filed for divorce on Thursday and have generally been feeling positive. H returns home at the weekends anyway so this isn't an unusual routine and has been taking our 2 DDs out yesterday and has done so again today.
But now I feel odd. The house is so quiet and I just want to sleep sleep sleep but fighting the habit of 'there's plenty of chores to do'. For the first time in years I can't be bothered to do them, have done the minimum that is required for me and the girls to function ie, shopping and washing, but the rest can just sod off. Am still in my pj's, the house is untidy and I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me ? Am I turning into a slob or should I just chill the F out and try and find some head space after the hell of the past week.
Feeling very odd indeed.