That's it really. Been together nearly 2 years and I love him with everything I have. I know he holds back part of himself because he was hurt in the past but so was I. I have so much going on at the moment too I can't deal with it on my own. I know I rely on him too much. We talked about a lot of stuff tonigh but I couldn't bring myself to ask if he still loved me because I don't think I could deal with the answer