Had my beautiful little ones yesterday and for most of today. Lovely morning opening presents and playing, before a tasty lunch. Then late in the afternoon dropped them off at former in-laws for the ex to pick them up later.
Home was very empty empty when I got home, and feeling pretty lousy now.
Do you know the thing I most get annoyed by? That all the great moments with the smalls, that I should be treasuring, are tarnished by me reminiscing or wishing ex was sharing it with us. I feel so stupid, it's been 2 years since she left me yet I'm not over her. It's a horrible combination of hate and love I feel for her and I just can't seem to free myself of it, or her.