I've had enough now, I always enjoyed a drink because it's been in my life since I was 17 but I've had enough now. Always tried to justify it because I wasn't much of a smoker and never took drugs. Not an excuse any more. Went to the local shop earlier to get my "supplies" for this evening and the Bloke knew what I wanted already, two cans of the evil K Cider (why do they even make that stuff!) I want my kids to see mum enjoy life without a drink. They are only 12 and 11, I never want them to start drinking. I never touched alcohol for nearly three years when they were babies.It's a long story, we lost our business and our home and went bankrupt all within a year. My hubby is supportive but probably not for much longer if I carry on like this. I have been to AA last year but not been a regular and I want to go back. I know there are threads on here, could someone point me in the right direction please, thank you!