Split with dp 3 weeks ago. He confessed he has been having an affair for last 6 months . He had a 3 year affair with the same woman i found out about June last year. However after a lot of soul searching I forgave him as I thought that is what happens if you have children and we worked through it. I had no idea apart from the weekend before he told me he went out for the night and didn't come home. Turns out was with her. All the times he was at the gym in the evenings he was with her. He even used to sneak there when I would take the children to the supermarket. And make it back in time so it looked like he not been anywhere
I spoke to the ow since he confessed and there is no remorse all she went on about it how amazing their sex is and she loves him. She didn't give a crap about my children. Well he said he wasn't with u and the sex is shit.
He has admitted to me there is another woman as well. And when he sees a woman he just wants to have sex with her!
That's where and I am and I don't know where I even go from here. I am so used to being with his man. I know no different. The children want noting to do with him at the moment.
I go from feeling strong and I can do this to thinking I can't do this and I want him. I have been no contact however he txted last week asking to meet me. I finally found the courage to say I will not be meeting you and it's over coz of the lies and deceit. However now it feels so final and I didn't hear him out.
One day at a time I guess.....