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Now I'M the ex... I wish I was shown the same respect as I showed HIS ex.

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alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 19:48

When I met my ex fiancé, he'd been divorced for a few years and had a young son. I'd never been married nor had kids ( still don't) but I was happy that myself, his son and I had our own little family unit .
Most Sunday eves, his ex wife would come and pick the son up from ours. If I was home from work by then, I'd always sit with them and we'd all have a meal. They didn't get on well usually, but were usually civil for sake of their son. I thought it was a good thing we could all be adult and sit down together. I'd often pick the son up and take home when his mum couldn't, about hour and a half each way (my ex doesn't drive) even if i'd been working/ driving all day. Also the mother went away a lot in term time. So my ex would stay over at theirs to be there for him. I frequently joined him there , even using holiday time up to do so, did the whole school gates thing etc.. all new to me but I enjoyed it. Basically we all mucked in and shared responsibilities. When she got engaged, her new partner did the same.
To cut a long story short I left him because of his alcoholism and violent behaviour..same reasons as his ex left him (only difference for me was, he'd been sober for most of our time together... he had 6 yrs dry) As a result of fleeing I left everything behind. It took me a long time to be able to go back there. Iv'e been clearing my stuff out in dribs and drabs . This isn't about my stuff though (and i've done other threads about that!)
The last time I was there I was pretty much getting closer to the end of clearing stuff out. I was in the loft and it was very difficult...scorching hot and can't stand up straight up there (kills the back).. broken glass everywhere etc. I had to tread carefully and a lot of my stuff had been moved and 'buried'. So it was taking me a while to find it. I was getting some bags together of possessions when he yelled up the ladder for me to hurry up as he wanted me gone (this was after months of nagging me to come and get rest of my stuff) because she was going nuts because I was there in HIS flat. I was put under massive pressure and was so hot and stressed. He kept yelling at me to get a move on as she was ringing from her country (abroad) and asking if i was gone yet as she would dump him if i was there any longer. I can't do stuff under pressure like that and it was hard enough up there in that heat and no proper light with no help. I abandoned some stuff and took what I could , just to get out of there.
Bear in mind I have NEVER met her and at that point, she'd only met HIM once after she'd had a two week stay there (they actually got engaged before they ever met! they met on Facebook ,... such is his erratic alcoholic behaviour to be so impulsive ) Also until then things had become more 'amicable' between me and him and we were at least communicating civilly in order to tie up loose ends. (not amicable but not nasty... he'd adapted to drinking again after his 6 yr gap and wasnt as aggressive)
I suppose my point is.... I wish I received the same respect that I showed his ex. Now that I'm the (more recent) ex. That was my home for three years (i was with him for longer than that). That was MY possessions that he'd asked me to clear out (as he can't go in loft, nor drive etc) He'd asked me to be there .

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alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 19:51

Also in that loft are a lot of his ex wife's stuff! Which used to annoy me but at the time (when I lived there) I just accepted it....sigh .( I have no idea how his fiancee feels about her... unlike me, she won't disappear from his life, because they have a now teenage son)
My ex would never have accepted it if i'd kicked off like this re 'the ex'. I had to muck in and adapt, or I'd have been shown the door. And it wasnt always easy for me but I tried my best , had a great relationship with his child, and my ex always said he appreciated all i did on that score (even admitted he wouldnt have done the same were it other way round, and wouldnt have taken on me if i was also a single parent!) Shock
So, because I had to go (with hardly anything done) last time, he's called me back again to get the rest of my stuff. Bear in mind it's three counties away and I have to tackle the M25 past Heathrow etc. It always takes up a whole day. I can barely afford the petrol right now either, as I've been out of work since leaving him (i had to leave my job to leave him as i couldnt stay in the area)
The fiancee is over for a few months but has urgently been called home for a few weeks so he's asking me if i can go back whilst she's away. I know i have to , one reason being to get him off my back and make it the last time ever. And i don't actually want to meet this woman (why would I) because of her attitude. But it grates that after having to leave my whole world behind , I'm only 'allowed' back when she's absent. (she doesn't live there btw..she is thousands of miles away, she has a home and four kids in USA)
This is NOT about jealousy. I don't like him at all (understatement) and am very happy and loved up in a new life, i am getting back on my feet and am happy .
But it grates re this woman's demands and treatments of me, when I treated his ex so well. I know how I treated the ex is nothing to do with this new woman... why should she care about that...BUT... well it's just a bit of a shock really. I would never treat someone and try and lay down the law like that. He'd have never let me get away with it. I find it quite childish really.
I suppose I just want some of that courtesy and respect back. I know people will come on here and say, let it go, you can't expect or make people behave as you would behave. I know... I know...but it just bugs me. :-(

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Staywithme · 09/10/2014 19:58

Don't worry OP. If it's any comfort she'll probably end up dumping him because of his behaviour and be treated like shit by him. Just get your stuff and enjoy your wonderful new life. I know it's very hard to let go but you will in time. Thanks

CuttedUpPear · 09/10/2014 20:20

If it's any consolation, one of the reasons I got together with XP was because I saw that he treated his ex really well and respectfully.

Once into the relationship, I realised that the reason for that was that he still held a candle for her - and compared me unfavourably at every turn.

Once I'd finally got out of that relationship, he never spoke to me again (even though we have a child together).

He still gets on great with his other ex. Hmm Confused

Quitelikely · 09/10/2014 20:30

Some ppl are just rude. She probably thinks you should get your stuff and be gone. Bye. See you later.

Tbf I do too. Just get the stuff and never look back or even better just leave it there, tell him to bin it!

cerealqueen · 09/10/2014 20:44

You are the better person and you will move upwards and away and he'll just be the same, or worse. Sounds like they deserve eachother.

alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 20:46

I can write off some of it. but it's also my entire music collection....some rare, autographed, etc.. also from past experience he won't let me write anything off. He refuses to move anything and
says it's my job he should have thought of that when i had to flee in fear of my life and leave everything behind in the first place,, same story with his ex wife too . He doesn't drive and has a bad back . He can't even go in the loft. She's going mad that any of my stuff is even there. She thinks it's bad energy or something .
i was never that precious...I slept in what was his marital bed...it was an amazing queen size (bigger than king) wooden bed, it's the only thing I miss about life with him! oh i even slept on their mattress for a while too. maybe he should tell her the mattress she sleeps on now is mine, i paid for it, i'd only bought it a few months before I left!

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alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 20:46

basically he can't get in the loft (nor can she...she's disabled) and apparently she can't rest with my stuff up there above her head! Hmm

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alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 20:47

i should wish her good luck really because she'll soon realise physical 'baggage' is nothing compared to HIS emotional baggage and most of all, his alcoholism . But..she believes she is the one to save him. ha ha

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magoria · 09/10/2014 22:00

Sounds like he has finally found a fitting partner.

alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 22:16

probably but it irks me.
When he was chucking me out that time I heard him on the phone to her, grovelling away, trying to placate her. Then he came and yelled at me for him getting an earful from her because i was still there.
All the time he was with me (and ex wife) he was very, very dominant (he's older than me and ex wife, he's also extremely manipulative) and always tried to manipulate it into a sub-dom kind of relationship (he was extremely controlling to the point of keeping me prisoner when he first started drinking again after the 6 yr gap) This woman is the same age as him...first time ever..he's always gone out with younger women. Not sure if that's anything to do with it though, not like i was young...(just younger than him)
He tells me that she's a born again Christian (which used to be his worst nightmare) and she sees beyond his alcoholism (little does she know....I doubt he's ever been aggressive to her..)

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alltoomuchrightnow · 09/10/2014 22:19

anyway, not that i care about them...welcome to each other. It's actually a very VERY good thing (and what I wished for) because it ended his obsession and hassling of me (and my friends, family) but i just wanted to get the rest of my stuff out smoothly and without aggro

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