Ok so i was with my ex for just under five years, we lived together. He broke up with me in April, both of us were unhappy in our jobs, and we were working opposite hours, barely saw each other, he said it wasn't working anymore and he didn't feel the way about me he used to. We both cried then he left. I was in bits for about a fortnight then slowly started picking myself up again.
About five months later he came back to the flat because our contract ended and we needed to move out. It was the first time I'd seen him since we split up and any text contact had been minimal. It was so weird, we chatted, we laughed, we had so much to catch up on.. it was like we were still a couple. And then the inevitable happened... The next day he got me to the train station. Hugged me goodbye, he held on for longer than what most hugs last and told me to call him anytime, even if I just needed a chat. (he always hated phone calls so i found that weird)
This was like a month ago, I messaged him a few times, its been about two weeks now since we spoke and i sent the last message, he never replied.
i really still love him. Do i tell him? or will i look like a nutter? the way he acted when i saw him made me think he might have wanted me back but why didnt he reply to my last message.
Im so confused.