Feeling really low, been using OD dating and apart from feeling like a faulty women after my failed marriage, I think my ex may have the right idea not being bothered when we split. I am absolutely rubbish when it comes to men or even relationships. I have confidence in my looks because i have always been told, mostly by my female friends, that I am good looking. But looks are not everything are they.
Feeling tearful, actually having a sob like a sad women.
Its like men see my pictures on OD and tell me I am Beautiful but once I try and chat they go silent off. I have a sister who men run after but i have no personality, just get comments like Lovely or sweet. Been reading books like Why men love Bitches and I think the authors got a point.
Messed up my last OD date, man was so eager to go on date, he was great but the next day the Lovely lady comment....I know hell do a little texting because I am nice and he wont want to be horrible and just block me.
My ex never really loved me, we had a baby very early in relationship and after we split after 14 years together, I did a lot of soul searching and realized I went from a abusive childhood home to a relationship that was dysfunctional because of my inner issues.
Two kids, one with issues that require me to be a carer and i feel lonely and pathetic for wanting a relationship for myself. But who is going to want to get involved with me.
Think i'm just having a wobble, had too much to drink at weekend messed up on a chance of a second date, i had to stop drinking because I was using wine at the weekend to numb my loneliness at weekend when boys went to their dads.
Has anyone in a similar situation found happiness again ? Sorry to go on but feel close to bottom emotionally.