Only last yr i had a job i loved,with lovely colleagues and a change of scence and self respect.Today i forced myself to go in then ended up walking on eggshells.I posted on here this week about my new bully boy boss.No one else has a problem with me except him.The take over included different hours,menus and him !!
At home my once placid DH has been getting more verbally aggressive for over a yr then worse since his heart attack and all the meds he takes and is currently on antidepressants too.
Also i popped into my parents where i was reminded Dad has had another scan and sees his oncologist thurs for progress report on his incurable cancer.Mum was tellling me she spent some of her " funeral" money on dental treatment getting things done incase she needs more chemo ( she has incurable stage 4 cancer ovarian type).They have both done v well but know this will not last.
DH also decided this was the yr to take up golfing even when he knew when my holidays were booked so ive been stuck here 9 i can drive but not on motorways due to anxiety.
I have no idea what im posting for but if anyone has suggestions or just a hug i thank you in advance.