So...
I have not long parted from a nearly 6 year relationship that was abusive. Even though I've not lived with anybody other than DDs father my ex he used to spend a lot of time at my house etc (cocklodger!) I'm not ready to start dating or anything and have been enjoying my new life with just me and DD.
When I moved house DDs father (ended his own relationship at the start of the year) was incredibly helpful and bent over backwards to do anything I asked. Things have been very amicable between us since we split 7 years ago.
He even stayed behind one day when it was just me home to help out. I feel pretty sure that he was on the verge of asking me out again or something as he was giving off vibes but nothing overt!
He works away a lot and is due 'home' in the next 10 days. I have been dreaming about him and thinking about him since he went away!
I don't think I have ever stopped loving him.
There are a whole bunch of reasons why this would not be a good idea.
Am I just 'lonely'? I thought I'd put these feelings to bed a long time ago!