Been with dp nearly 5yrs. And i regret most of it. Im mentally exhausted from his verbal emotional and sometimes physical violence. I cant take anymore. I broke down earlier and just sobbed into the sofa cushions im came so close to ending my life i was ready for writing the letter. The only thing stoppoing me was the thought of dc's.
I hate dp i hate everything about him!!
Everyday i get called thick stupid or dumb. He gets on at my looks my weight. He says he could do with someone younger and fitter than me.
Everytime i walk past him when hes sat on the sofa he kicks me or punches me jokingly!!
He tells me im know good and i dont deserve anything and that dcs will grow up hating me.
I cant take anymore, hes always leaving me amd then coming back a week or so later and even if its not my fault i apologise. He says i said things when i know i havnt but he screams and shouts that much i just say hes right.
He always threatens me with violence and sometimes hits me or pushes me or rags me about.
He tells me im mental and i on the verge of a breakdown, i go to the doctors cos he tells me to then he makes me bin the tablets because he doesnt want to be with someone on happy pills.
I cant take anymore he belittles me at every turn, nothing i do is good enough. I have cried so much tonight ive got a headache.