Sat at home with my little girl feeling utterly miserable as everyone else is out having a jolly old time and plastering it all over facebook and the oh is out all day AGAIN and will be next Sunday and the Sunday after until the end of bloody time!
I haven't been out for months, oh is either working or out himself, so I'm at home with our daughter.
We live in the sticks, theres eff all to do, I miss the city and being near people and actual activities but oh won't live there. Since having lo I don't get invited to anything any more, even my oldest friend is out with mutual mates today without inviting me, and I just feel like shit. i feel.like I'll never have friends for real because of where we are and my situation and then I feel guilty and shitty for wanting to be put and not with my beautiful daughter. Argh! How do people cope????