Hi
I have posted before about my DH and I. I don't really want to go over all that again, im so tired.
The bottom line is this.
At Xmas, my DH of 9 years went out on staff night out, and spent the evening with a colleague. They ended up kissing on the way home.
They then spent the next 6 days messaging via fb. All over Xmas.
I found the thread, (only a days worth of messages as he had deleted as he went)
I used the usual mn line " I know it all. Tell me now, don't lie"
He confessed. I told him to leave. He did.
At first be was talking about splitting and how unhappy he had been for ages.
A few nights at his mum's and he tells me he wants to make us work.
The messages had said they wanted to meet up. I am in no doubt they would have met and it would have turned into a physical affair.
I saw her in the street with her oh. I to him what she had done.
Now I cannot fault my DH.
To say he is a changed man is an understatement.
He has become the husband I always wanted. Loving, caring and interested in me.
I have never er felt so important.
It was a MASSIVE wake up call. He has no feelings for her.
So all should be well...
Except I feel like I'm ask to square 1 emotionally
I went absolutely berserk the day my period was due and screamed and ranted and raved at him.
I thought I was over it.
I'm not.
Now I just feel utterly bereft.
There is nothing more he can do.
I feel like I'm a walking zombie. I hate her.
Don't worry, he has had my wrath repeatedly over the last 6 months and has taken in. He would never have done that before. He knows he has done wrong.
She is still working at the same place. I actually feel rage when I think of her. She knew me from her previous job (last summer) I helped her, when I was pregnant. She planned tge when thing with dh.
He was total prick and fell for it.
I cannot move on. I feel utterly crap. I want to curl in a ball and weep