I'm such a feeble person- grr

[C0rdelia]

When I was at boarding school I sent letters home saying what a great time I was having because I didn't want to upset anyone. My parents saw me, one holiday, and I was skin and bones. They swooped in and took me out.

I'm doing the same thing now but no-one sees the back of my teeth and the covered wounds.

Likewise. Do hope you're okay.

Thanks, I am in a calmer mood today. I will post again tomorrow.

That is good to hear and I am glad.

Glad to see you were about the other day. Hope the weekend was calm for you.

Thinking of you C0rdelia. Hope you're ok.

Happy Wednesday C0rdelia

Well here's another Monday come and I find myself wondering how you're getting on C0rdelia. Here's hoping you've had some moments of peace and contentment. Happy Monday from an interweb stranger.

'Lo C0rdelia. I'm going to keep posting here whenever I think about you, just so you know there is someone out here who heard you, and remembers. Hope you're ok.

How's things COrdelia ?

Hey C0rdy happy Wednesday. It does seem to be a Wednesday or a Saturday when I wonder how you're getting on, don't know why.

I might stop posting eventually, because it seems when I do other people post, thinking you're still about. I feel like I'm slightly tricking people. I am responsible for a 1-woman zombie thread!

I'm still thinking about you though. Hope you're ok.

Hi Cordelia
I'm a former bulimic who slipped a bit recently. It's shit, I know. Keep going. I hang on to the belief that things will get better one day. Not today, or for several days, but cope however you can and one day things will be better.

Many thanks for your thoughts, it means a lot. It is a big wedding anniversary soon and he has suggested a weekend away, after first saying that he can't see the point in celebrating it as we never have sex and therefore don't have a marriage. He's now suggested a holiday, but 24/7 for 2 weeks? eurgh.

I know I need a holiday but this means paying emotionally. Still, a change of scenery might be good.

I am ok generally! Thanks.

Off to work now but it was lovely to see your messages.

Ah it's great to hear you're ok thanks for coming back and letting us know.

There's more to a marriage than sex. How's the relationship generally? I'm guessing there are issues behind a lack of intimacy.

If going away will cost you emotionally, perhaps a weekend would be better?