Last night I went out with a guy, ok so that's nothing but this was the first time I'd managed to go on a date since my shitty marriage broke up. I was soooooooooooooo scared as I have stayed away from men for ages due to be abused but managed to spend a nice evening with a man and he was lovely. No touchy feelies or sex but a peck on the cheek was nice. Oh and he called me twice this morning so I'm quite happy. Worried though as if we became a relationship I don't think I could ever have sex again.