I'm scared I'm going to loose him
the best person I've ever had in my life
he is back in hospital, his operation(same kind of replacement) was cancelled a while ago maybe because he was to week
But now it's bad again
HE is still trying to be happy on phone but my cousin told me is just his optimism
I'm scared even to phone in case someone else would pick up his phone I'm terrified to talk to doctors
He always was the best dad for me
He have his faults he wasn't perfect but I've always loved him so much
I know I have to believe he will pull up like he always did in his life
but my life changed me so much and now I have to be realistic!
I was so happy we could see him two years ago that at least he was able to meet his GC
Life is not fair