He told me not to back chat him

[Ruineditall]

Ive packed his bags and hes left. I cant contact him and i have to go thru his mum about dc. I hate his fucking guts!!! Hes nothing but a controlling bully that has crushed my confidence and destroyedmy self esteem he verbally emotionally and finacially abuses me and knocks me about. Hes bust my nose blacked my eye pushed me into to the back door pulled me up from the sofa by my hair throws things at me. He newi had been n a abusive relationship before and hes used against me. He says nasty things and then says im only kidding your a mardybitch that cant take a joke!!! Ive cried myself to sleep so many nights hating myself for putting the kids thru this. Hes all the family i had!

I think you'll find your anxiety and panic attacks will become far fewer now you are rid of this cock!

You've done so well to get rid of him.
Do contact Womens Aid. They can help you with reporting the abuse and get you on the Freedom Programme so you can make sure you don't get involved with another abuser.

They are very clever and drawing you in but this will show you how to recognise red flags very early on.

You have done yourself and children a great favour. It was doing them untold harm to hear and witness all that abuse.
If they are school age, you could discuss this with the school and get them some counselling if necessary.

Keep strong and keep away from him.

All abusers believe that women are inferior and need training, like a horse or a dog, just that some are more obvious about it.

Have you had a look at booking a place on the Freedom Programme? Only you didn't mention it and I'm a nag. yy to Womens Aid, too who will suggest you get on the Freedom Prog asap, amongst other things, like supporting you with making a police report, helping you to get rehoused and generally supporting you emotionally.

Womens Aid 0808 2000 247 (best to call between 7pm and 7am as the lines are busy during the day )