Horrible realisation

[C0rdelia]

Yesterday I went out for lunch with one of my daughters and then a drink with my sister. My sister was meant to be at the lunch but she was 2 hours late. 2 hours.

On my walk home, obv later than planned, I saw a man walking towards me. I crossed the road to avoid him, he was scowling and looked aggressive. I looked back and realised it was my husband. For some reason, I saw him through new eyes.

I am in shock, I have drunk too much, I have shouted at said daughter on the phone because I have to lend her another £1000 which I don't have and I have told my husband I hate him.

This is what a breakdown looks like and I am watching it from the other side of the road.

Progesterone cream even...... Ridiculous you can't edit your posts on this forum!

I felt like I was going crazy after ten years on levothyroxine. I heard voices and noises in my head when I was falling asleep and waking up. A combination of NDT, T3 and an aggressive supplementing regime has brought me back to sanity again. I hope you are not limiting yourself to the NHS, their guidelines are terrible!

Adayinthelifeof's post is excellent. Also look at healthunlocked.com/thyroiduk/questions if you're not familiar with the site already. I have found them endlessly patient and helpful.

'less of the Axminster more of the axe'
I'd be your friend op!

Definitely look into the info given by Adayinthe life of and Gatorade. After all, one size does not fit all, no drug suits all.

Lay off the booze. Is it just the booze shouting at your hubby or are there unresolved issues?

If you like a walk, social activities then if you are on facebook, check if there are local pages where they would advertise social events. We have one and a local magazine that advertises walks, groups to join etc. Check if there are any group walks around and clubs you can join. It doesn't matter if hubby is a stay at home because a lot of women will be in the same boat/separated/divorced/single/widowed etc.

Good luck!