The first time was in the public park as I was standing holding our LO's hands. After I'd told him to get away from from our DD as he'd just carried her under the arms crying her eyes out after he shouted at het for not coming when called. She is two. The second time was as I was cooking dinner. I feel like a victim and I hate him for it.
Oh and he also told me he 'hates me sometimes' and to 'f-ing shut up you f-ing dickhead'! And its all my fault apparently because I don't hug him enough. Then he comes to me as I'm doing bedtime to moan about his job and ask me for a loan.
I'm sorry this doesn't read too well I'm all over the place right now. I think I want him to go. I can't take him anymore. For the past two years I've put up with him screaming at our newborns, screaming at me, he's smashed a stool in our kitchen because I told him to calm down, he's picked our DDs cot up and smashed it on the floor (while she was in it), he's miserable and selfish. I actually can't believe I've let it go on this long. We have a few ok months and everything feels like its getting on track and then he has an outburst again. I don't think I can take anymore.