I was going to name change, but then thought "Fuck it, Cinn, take ownership of this".
A new colleague started work at Easter, and I have the most enormous crush on him. We are expected to work together, although thankfully we're not in the same building, and so I see him (always in a business context) once or twice a week. After each meeting I find it incredibly hard to think of anything but him for hours and hours afterwards. I even wake at night thinking about him. It's utterly pathetic.
I am absolutely not going to ever give him any indication of all of this turgid teenage rubbish.
But how can I get my thoughts back on the straight and narrow? DH doesn't deserve this level of distraction. And I need to maintain concentration at work, which risks being affected.
I know that compared to most of the posts on here that mine is a really minor issue. But it's causing me real angst, without any resolution in sight.
Any tips gratefully received.