Also posted in chat I'm scizoaffective and have been on a depressive episode for the last year during which I got addicted to cannabis (skunk).
My husband is a ex smoker and he was smoking much longer than I have and just gave up. But I can't without help and support.
But I feel like all the support out there is for hardened drug users. I feel like cannabis is so accepted in the area I love in that I'll be laughed out of a narcotics anonymous group.
I feel like the only way for me to give up is to let go of all my friends who smoke cannabis as every time I'm around them I relapse.
I really feel I need help and support to give up but even my husband has said it's just cannabis it's not hard to give up. I feel silly that I can't just give up and my husband is screaming at me to give up constantly and that just makes me wanna smoke more.
I rush home from the school run to begin smoking and start again in the evening when my husband is home. I'm not meeting up with non smoking friends anymore because this means I can't smoke. I currently smoke 3 1/2 grams a week. But it's taking almost double the amount to get me stoned so I'm afraid that figure will double soon.
I'm gonna try and give up again next Friday the reason for that day is because I am going on holiday and if I don't take none I won't be able to get hold of any. Plus I'm hoping all the distractions will keep my mind entertained And make it easier. Why is there no help? Am I the only weak minded individual to get hooked on this?