Now 9 stone (didn't exactly do the right way, but was 14 stone in January, and feel a million times better, and starting to eat normally again)
Have met a few friends now who I could have probably been friends with along time ago if it wasn't for being in a 7 year relationship with a total control freak who pushed me so low I believed him in his rubbish -
He left me for someone else, but denied being with her, kept on phoning etc, but stopped calling me about 3-4 weeks ago, which has been actually been totally fantastic for me!
Has given me and my boys time to realise how much happier and better off we are with him gone, we may be a bit skint (he's giving us nothing, but he's having alot of holidays with his new mrs) but we now made some brill friends, even made friends with neighbours I've never spoken to.
It's so weird, but really feel like I have been in such a bubble being with him, now there's not so much as a phone call have started to realise how awful he was, and not scared anymore to talk about it to new mates, not alone anymore as they been thru similar in the past or can relate to -
Started to get me back, and feel so much better I can't believe I wasted so much on my ex -