Have been with my guy 6 weeks apart from hardly getting to spend anytime together everything is fab. Hes just my type look wise, funny, caring and most importantly i feel really comfortable round him. Since day 1 ive felt this very strong attraction towards him and i know its easy to confuse lust with love and i am usually very cautious due to past experiences.
The last couple weeks after ending phone calls hes been saying "love ya" not in a serious way but in a soppy teenager sort of way iyswim, I am quite weary of throwing "I love you" around willy nilly but last night I did say it back to him and he seemed over the moon and said that he really does love me and he knows it sounds silly after such a short time etc, so we ended up pouting our heart out to each other was on the phone until 2am, went to bed with butterfiles and nearly in tears because i was all alone..... I know i sound a right sad act.
Anyway woke up thinking wtf feel like ive let my guard down by sharing my feelings. Last guy i felt like this about hurt me so bad by messing with my head and cheating and basically been a general arse to me. I hate to compare but they are very similar in looks and personality etc. Jus the things he says to me ive heard before off the other guy, it was a long time ago and its in the past now but still haunts me, ive not had much luck with men full stop. I feel guilty though imagine if he found out i was comparing him to some arse like that.
Just wish i could be all relaxed and care free and just take every day as it comes instead of my stupid worries