Could be a long one so bear with me.
Things have finally come to a head with now ex DP. We have young baby together and I'm not sure if splitting up is the right decision for his sake.
We have been arguing now almost every day, with him storming out declaring he's leaving me and will be taking our child from me. Most recently this evening an argument started around money, as I am struggling to support the three of us alone without contribution. I understand that he is low on work at the moment, but he has not once bothered to look for a permenant job in over a month. This coupled with the usual, you're a slut, a nobody, a shitty mother, a shitty girlfriend etc has pushed me to breaking point.
However, now he's saying I've made him homeless and I've taken a father from my child, and ruined both of their lives is making me incredibly guilty. To the point where I'm questioning my decisions.
This and i really am scared of going it alone. Especially with a tiny baby.