We are having house decorated. Loads to do so I asked my parents if they would have our dd almost 4 for a few hours tomorrow. They were delighted and even offered to have her overnight (tonight). This is quite a rare occurence....Whilst my Dad was on phone I told my dp that they had offered to have dd overnight and what did he want to do? He said we would drop her off in the morning.
Since having dd almost 4 years ago we have been out as a couple twice.
He works away quite a lot ....adores his job and gets heaps of perks and time off.
As not to drip feed he recently hurt me on my birthday by rushing out on day and producing crap card....much the same for my 40th last year also. This is someone who used to be so thoughtful.
I told him I felt hurt by not taking my parents up on their very rare and generous offer. He just didn't know what to say really.
I feel like doing none of the sorting out tomorrow which needs to be done for decorators again on Monday.
Any bit of enthusiasm I get just seems to get sapped out.
I had a MMC at 17 weeks in December....I feel fragile and sensitive and so constantly hurt by this man on an emotional level.
Sorry it's so very long.
I feel almost ready to call it a day with him. I'm tired of not being listened to. I feel as if we just exist....I feel like the relationship never quite gets going....