Just a bit of a moan. I'm finding that I'm just fed up with life. I have a husband who I put up with but don't love. I have to girls 7&14,the 7 year old is what keeps me going,the older one has been hitting and punching me when she gets angry i ve been in contact with school but there is a long waiting list for help. When anything goes wrong in the family,I m the one that gets blamed. I've got no motivation to do anything at the moment. I just feel that I exist for others.