I never seem to have anything going on in the evening or at the weekend. I'm meeting some school friends at the end of March and I'm already looking forward to that. Another friend is home from America in May and I'm looking forward to that too. Sad huh!?
I recently tried to suggest to a coffee in the morning friend that we go out one evening and I was knocked back (politely!). She is still a person I would count as a friend. I haven't written her off because she won't meet me in the evening. I'm in my mid forties and I'm single. Then I saw on fb, comments on an evening night out she'd been on.
I don't know 
. Is this a first world problem? Am I just looking for that glamorous social life that we all believe everybody else is having?
What if anything can I do? I guess I need to take a few risks and get to know new people but where to start? I seem to be a square peg in a round hole and I don't understand why.
Is there anybody in similar shoes that can give me some good advice, or a different way of looking at things that will cheer me up.