I should name change but can't be bothered I always get it wrong
Got to just get something off my chest
I am becoming more and more a risk taker.
It's like a compulsion or maybe a self destruct?
I don't know. I seem to have given my number out a lot on a night out. 4 men called me yday.
It gets worse.
I feel numb about it but I think im looking for an escape.
I was abused as a child and raped as a teenager but have always used sex to make myself feel better.
I'm not even that young..mid 40.
I've been called a slag by 2 people close to me in the last couple of weeks
I cant do normal relationships