I'm getting married in June and my fiancé is amazing. I really love him to bits and he's so kind. The problem is me!! We have very different ideas about cheating - for me, even a kiss would count as cheating and I'd be very upset, but he has said before that it wouldn't be a deal breaker for him if I slept with someone else - as long as he knew. Basically, we'd had a long chat about our limits when we got together and he agreed that because it meant so much to me that we were exclusive completely he'd be happy with those limits. (I know, he's a really nice guy! That's the worst bit haha)
But I still sort of worry that he'll cheat. He's naturally sort of flirty and unaware of other people flirting with him - he's polite and friendly, not overly sleazy or flirty to a point it annoys me. But he does sometimes drink to the point when he's drunk and I sometimes worry he'd do something then.
Likewise, his stag do worries me a little as his brother is sort of a bad influence and I can see him getting DFiance as drunk as possible and pushing him.
How do I stop myself worrying?! My heart and head trusts him, I just then get paranoid - oh yes, and before anyone asks, I have a big history of poor self esteem which he is helping with